When you find joy....

March 11, 2013 by SoulStops | Leave a Comment

Holley Gerth, author of You're Made for a God-Sized Dream wants us to share what gives us joy.

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Recently, I experienced joy when my husband and I watched the movie musical Les Misérable. It was a rare treat as we sank into the theater's plush seats.

Joy showed up as I worshipped God because of Jean Valjean's transformation when he received God's love.

After serving a 20 year sentence for stealing bread, a bitter Valjean (Hugh Jackman) gets out of prison. He can't find work or a place to stay because he must show papers marking him as an ex-convict.

Finally, a kind Bishop (Colm Wilkinson) treats Valjean with kindness by inviting him to dinner, and giving him a place to sleep. The Bishop sees Valjean as a person made in God's image, and not as a convict to be avoided.

Valjean repays the bishop by stealing all the valuables he can stuff into a bag then runs away. The local police catch Valjean and haul him back to the Bishop.

Instead of exposing Valjean's crime, as expected, the Bishop also gives Valjean two large silver candlesticks. I am hushed although I know the story.

I confess every time I watch this scene, I am troubled. Why? Because I don't know if I would have acted like the Christ-like Bishop.

Valjean is too shocked to say anything as the Bishop tells him: he has bought Valjean's soul for God. What a beautiful mini-portrait of what Jesus does for each one of us: undeserving sinners.

Whenever I allow the Holy Spirit to shine His light on my soul, I recognize how my soul is more convict than convent. How much I need Jesus to forgive, cleanse, and transform me- daily.

What joy is mine when I allow Him to cleanse and change me.

The rest of the movie is about Valjean's metamorphosis from hardened convict to compassionate man with Christ-like character. Valjean does what is right even when it hurts and costs him, dearly.

Valjean's change hinged on the Bishop's gracious generosity, and on Valjean's acceptance of the bishop's gift of silver and trust. Unlike Javert, Valjean was not too proud to receive grace and mercy.

Likewise, are we humble enough to admit our need, and receive God's help, which is freely given? Oh, what joy we often forfeit, because we will not receive what we need from God's generous hand.

Whenever I see God's love change a person's life, I feel joy. My joy is a drop compared to the ocean-full joy God feels. He is the father anxiously looking at a distant horizon for the return of the prodigal.

And who isn't a prodigal? Who among us has not told God to go away, and leave us alone (in word or deed)?

Some of us, myself included, are like the older brother; we are the prodigals who never left home. We are like Javert in Les Misérable; we fail to enjoy relationship with God because we are too focused on keeping rules.

I'm not saying we shouldn't care about God's commands. Only when one loses sight of God's heart behind His commands, then one can lose sight of God.

By God's grace, I didn't cling to my self-righteousness. Unlike Javert, I threw myself at Jesus' feet and sought His mercy. Like Valjean, I am slowly learning to allow God's love to change me from the inside-out.

And real joy is always about less of me, and more of Jesus in my heart.

If you haven't seen the movie Les Misérable, I highly recommend it.

Do you ever feel marked by past deeds (either committed, and/or done to you)?

What helps you to find joy and allow God to mark your life with His love like Valjean?

It always gives me joy to read about your journey with God. Thank you.

Linking with Holley Gerth and other dreamers at

Also linking today with sweet and gifted friend Laura Boggess, 

Encouraging and talented friend Jennifer Dukes Lee (love that we share the same last name),

and the amazing Jen 

 

 

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When a friend sees you

January 25, 2012 by Dolly Lee | Leave a Comment

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Charlotte is dying.  She kept her promise and saved Wilbur's life.  Now two friends must say "good-bye."

 

Charlotte says, "Oh Wilbur, don't you know what you've already done.  You made me your friend, and in doing so, you made a spider beautiful to everyone in that barn..." *

 

Charlotte and Wilbur saw something special in each other that no one else in the barn did.

My head knows it is just a movie, but my heart is moved at the beauty of the love expressed between two unlikely friends: a spring pig (who will see winter) because of his friend Charlotte, the spider.

My cheeks surprise at tears streaming by as I watch Charlotte's Web (on DVD) based on the book with the same title by E.B. White.  I highly recommend the movie.  Our girl liked the funny exchanges between the farm animals.

Days before, I had been ruminating over how God declared Jesus "His beloved son" before Jesus began his public ministry (Mark 1:9-14).  His belovedness was not based on what He did.

God's unconditional love is a recurring theme in my life. 

It goes against frequent messages I heard as a young child, a teen, a young adult, and even now from certain key people. 

God has been reshaping my thoughts (Romans 12:2), the very neurons in my brain, and my soul with this amazing and freeing truth.  I pray for the people in my life who have yet to experience His unearned and undeserved gracious love.

I share my teary response with an older, wiser Christ-follower.  She advises me to sit with God some more and suggests that maybe I can see it as:

God sees something in me that no one else sees.

I see something in God that no one else sees.

Someone once said that tears are liquid prayers.  Maybe I was praying and God was replying.

Then I read new blogging friend Nikki's touching post where she shares about having a similar talk with God about His love for her.

Next I read my dear friend Jennifer Camp's faith-filled post where she declares God's word is living and He speaks to us.  I sing "AMEN."  

Both posts serve as surprise bookends to God's message of love to me.

Feeling those "God-bumps," as Jennifer of Getting Down with Jesus says.

Do you believe that God looks at you with love?  In the secret depths of your soul, do you believe God sees you - the real you - and He loves you anyway.

Praying that you experience His life-giving love.

* Source of quote: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0413895/quotes

Linking with kind Jennifer of Getting Down with Jesus.

Also linking with the encouraging Emily of Imperfect Prose.  Please pray for her and her family as they will be taking in two boys soon.

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Valentine's Day came early with "The Screwtape Letters"

January 23, 2012 by Dolly Lee | Leave a Comment

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Valentine's Day came early as my husband and I treated each other to a matinee of the play, "The Screwtape Letters." 

It is a slightly updated adaptation of C.S. Lewis' satirical book by the same title.  Senior tempter, Screwtape (Max McLean) dictates letters on the art of temptation for the benefit of junior tempter, Wormwood. 

It was only showing this past weekend in nearby San Francisco and we had free babysitting (many thanks to hubby's family).  Smile

The set was stark (leather armchair and metal lecturn were key) and dark in color, mood, and feel.  The backdrop of skulls and bones evoked death and hell.  The play begins with Screwtape in a military-inspired jacket putting on white gloves then standing behind the lecturn to address a meeting of demons.

Made me think of Hitler addressing the masses. {shiver}

The play made me appreciate C.S. Lewis' brilliance (again).  It also caused me to alternately laugh and/or nod in recognition at all of the subtle and not-so-subtle ways the evil one works in our lives. 

Oh, the temptation to give into the 24/7 noise around us as it seeks to smother out the still small voice of the One who loves us best.

I will be mulling over the play for the next few days. 

The two temptations that hit home (the hardest) are: to be caught up in the busyness of daily life and how God wants us to enjoy the pleasures of a walk and a good book.

It affirmed to me that whenever I fight to carve out time to be quiet and be with God that I am resisting the evil one. 

If Jesus withdrew to pray (Mark 1:35-38) and focus on his calling, then how much more do I need to heed His example.

It was so encouraging to be reminded that God is the author of all good, true and beautiful gifts/pleasures.  The evil one cannot create pleasure; he can only corrupt what God has created for good (e.g., sex, food, relationships).

What a joy to know that I can meet with God as I delight in all the colors, sounds and sights on a walk along the beach.

If the play comes to your area, SEE IT (if you can).  Go to www.screwtapeonstage.com  for dates, times and places where the play will be featured.

Counting blessings with Ann today:

For Jeff Goins' e-book, "Every Writer's Dream" (get it here). You won't regret it; I started reading it last night.

For C.S. Lewis being a writer and a Jesus follower.

For my Moms In Touch faithful praying friends (Jennifer, Michelle and Kathleen).  You rock!

Being able to watch the play "The Screwtape Letters" with my husband.

For the fellowship of friends, who are also seeking a deeper walk with God.

For music that makes my spirit sing with joy and gratitude.

For Nikki of "Simply Striving" sharing J.J. Heller's song "Only Love Remains" here.

For God's gentle patience as I work with Him to overcome perfectionism and my fears.

For daughter's joy in participating in a school musical although she didn't get the role she wanted.

For time with extended family yesterday after the play.

For a fresh start TODAY.

For you - here with me. Smile

I am linking with three God-gifted sisters' blogs today: L.L. Barkat, Laura Boggess, and Ann VosKamp at her blog:"A Holy Experience."

Be encouraged and visit each of their beautiful blogs! 

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